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So today was a little unproductive I had trouble focusing on what ever wanted to do. I wanted to make my mom a journal but it was really hard to get it together I have trouble focusing on myself My moods low Im missing my animals and lysa more and more each day I have been looking forward for monday because I have John and I need a dose of his wisdom some days I really want to disappear fade away never come out and hide in a safe place. What place is safe now for me? No apartment I can't lock the doors I can't ignore the buzzer I'm forced to see people when I feel so sad and blue and everything that comes under depression I do have some urges to use I won't use though I invested way too much time and work staying clean and sober and in all honesty I don't even know who I'd go through I'm looking for to getting my medallion it means a lot to me and it shows the am...
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